9:29 AM
MUSIC: ELLIOTT SMITH!!
i just happend to bring Elliott Smiths 'Either/or' to listen to at work but i didn't know i was gonna have tears in my eyes while doing so!. I JUST FOUND OUT AND I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE IT BUT ELLIOTT SMITH HAS COMMITED SUICIDE.
why the fuck do these amazing musicians do this to themselves???????????????
I am so pissed off right now! (selfish? i know...)
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
when stuff like this happens i always feel that if i had just talked to him and befriended him, maybe i could have made a difference. but i know i'm fooling myself.
i just can't believe it. fuck.
i need some time to think and then i'll write some more....
i feel like my head is going to explode.
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